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Blindside
03:07
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Tell me this, what have they done
To deserve your blessings?
How much better
Are they than me?
Grace is based on merit
They are no better than I
Just better at hiding their flaws
While mine crawl on my skin
I’m too tired to pretend to be ok
Why are they happy?
What do they have,
That I don’t?
Ignorance, knowledge
Wisdom, pity
This world is getting the best of me
Years spent, looking up
Nothing but clouds glare in my eyes
Years spent, looking to the sky
Blinded by the son’s (sun)shine
Help me, save me
With your “undenying love”
Bless me with your grace
I’m as deserving as the rest
As we all
What am I doing?
I’m fucking screaming at nothing.
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2. |
Awaken Nightmares
02:11
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In my dreams is where I’m free
‘z’s spell peace
Closed eyes, open mind
“Happiness” will soon be mine
Bed is my serenity
I’ll be lying where you left me
I don’t plan on getting up from here
Sleep is my escape from fear
Not welcome in the world out there
But I really don’t care
Shut my blinds, shut my mind
Curse the sun (son) my nemesis
Become so dependent on the darkness
So bury me deep away from his rays
I’ll never miss the light of day
Into the sky I will go to
Tear him down
I could do it in my dreams
Swift and sound
No lords or angels
Just pillows and sheets
Heaven isn’t real, so I’ll just sleep
My life will pass me by
In front of my closed eyes
Just be sure not to wake me
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Bastard/Room of Mirrors
03:23
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The more I hate you
The more I’m like you
I’m slowly becoming the man I despise
___________
In this room of Mirrors
Surrounded by myself
I have come to realize
That this hate inside me
Is for me
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Moon's Mare
03:41
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Yet another night up with the moon
Another night with nothing to hold onto
But this memory of you
Lying down to fall victim to my thoughts
Memories eat away at my sanity
This helpless feeling is unbearable
Broken heart will be the death of me
This downward spiral is uncontrollable
Come back
To this empty house
Hell’s empty bed
Where my broken heart
Lies, waiting on the nightstand
Lost my faith in god
Lost my faith in me
I lost faith in everything
When I lost you
So I’ll scream and I’ll sing
Hoping the echoes will reach your ears
This helplessness is killing me
Feeling tough just doesn’t cut it anymore
I’ve lost it all I’ll finally admit it to you
Most of all to myself
I’m fucking broken.
Lost the strength inside
That bides these goddamn times
The survivor has died.
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Infected
02:49
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I never meant to let you in
Regret can’t even start to begin
This feeling you’re scorching in my brain
I’ve always heard a lot about you
But I never thought I’d actually get to meet you
No, never, not me
But now, you’re my worst fucking friend
My closest companion
Bitter till the end.
Quite a good grip you’ve got
Squeezing tight around my throat
I can’t even swallow
Tongue’s turning white, brain into sludge
I can feel your dirt ridden nails
Slowly slicing my skin
Further spreading your disease around me
No matter what I do, I can’t fucking shake you
So I might as well get used to your presence
Forgetting happiness’ absence
Depression and me, together until the end
Depression and me, best fucking friends.
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